aesmael: (tricicat)
(11:22:35 AM) celestialjayde: http://www.feministing.com/archives/011752.html#comment-190065
Amanda Marcotte can go back to her hole now.

(11:23:24 AM) Ami angelwings: she's still alive?
(11:23:27 AM) Ami angelwings: i'll brb
(11:23:39 AM) Ami angelwings has signed off.

The original post is enough of a bother, with its bleak and judgemental characterisation of long distance relationships, without having that rubbish added in. Certainly I personally would prefer more proximal living arrangements with those I love, but doing so practically is still at least a year in our future.

I do personally have difficulty meeting and associating with people in person, but I am actually trying harder to do so now I have people in my life, and previously I was much more socially isolated. However I do not like to make the argument that long distance relationships are acceptable on the basis that they promote socially approved outcomes. A person's relationships are eir own business so long as they are consensual and non-abusive for all involved, and while consideration of environmental footprints is important, I dislike seeing LDRs singled out as particularly egregious in this matter when so far as I see this fits better as part of discussion about daily living in general.

Mostly, this reads to me as yet another lament that on-line socialising is somehow an antisocial act, that connecting with people in unapproved ways is an act of disconnection.

Edit: [livejournal.com profile] pecunium makes a whole slew of good points in his post, which was where I found out about the feministing post originally.
aesmael: (haircut)
Finally nearly finished one of my major assignments for the semester. The copy I will turn in has been printed out. All that remains is to staple, deliver, and to write my evaluation.

The nature of this assignment was to produce a bibliography on a subject of my choice, for a library of my choice. I chose developing writing and artistic skills, and presenting these on-line, since at the end of all this it would leave me with a resource useful to myself and people dear to me. I went with Seattle Public Library because Seattle is a candidate future dwelling place for me, and also because it was the first suggestion when I asked for libraries to use for projects.

If anyone would care to take a look, I have made it available via Sendspace for however long it is that Sendspace hosts stuff.

For .odt format click here

For .pdf format click here

I did make a cursory effort to have this appear somewhat official, but I am not actually affiliated with SPL in any way, nor have I had any knowing contact with anyone who has authority there. This is an assignment, not work product.
aesmael: (haircut)
Everything I read about this story suggests it is awful. Terribly written, misogynistic, endorsing of controlling, stalking behaviour in the name of True Love, racist, colonialist... pretty darn -ist in general.

The story may be dreadful, but I have been enjoying reading other people snark about its flaws. Especially [livejournal.com profile] cleolinda's recaps:
Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn part 1, part 2, part 3.
Midnight Sun chapters 1-6, chapters 7-12

Normally I do not like to apply the term Mary Sue to an original cast member in canon, but in this case I want to make an exception. Yeah, Bella and Edward and what the hey, Rand al'Thor too.

Off to read Growing Up Cullen now.
aesmael: (tricicat)
Google Reader Shared Items
  1. Thank You Thursdays: Your (Notice I Didn't Say Female) Brain [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Comments to the post made me warier of this video. Did she have that brain cut in half to illustrate her point? Am pretty sure most brains I have seen are in a single piece unless cut. Much of her described experience of having a stroke is not unfamiliar to me, if to a greater degree. Not, I stress, identical, but apparently similar to something which can be accessible to me. If I were to release certain brakes, if I could remember how. I have a lot of hostility to the frame in which she presents her thesis, despite finding much recognition or even agreement in the details.

    I dislike the way people jumped on ropty's comment ("Non-gendered? Dividing the world into two parts, one is linear, unemotional, calculating and the other about feeling, emotions, timeless oneness. Gee, that sounds rather gendered to me.") because this is a thing which is done, this is a way in which brain functioning is presented and those traits are very gendered in this society. Also that my readings of other writings on neurobiology suggest this is a highly oversimplified perspective on human brain hemisphere functioning, though as this was a talk for a lay audience that may have been deliberate. And it still seems to me her described experiences are very 'on point' even if I am not so fond of her presentation of them.

    I wonder if making such experience accessible at will would have the effect on the world Dr Taylor describes.]
  2. Video: Blaser tournament unwisely fits Japanese robots with lasers -- PEW PEW [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. If we intercut this with some footage of people we could make a movie of it.]
  3. New Hubble Images Reveal Plethora of Interacting Galaxies [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Pretty!]
  4. Young feminists just want to "go wild and pole dance" [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer.]
  5. How To Sing Like A Planet [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Wherever there be medium and motion, music. The article makes me angry, with it's talk of 'merely' as if scientific explanation of such magnificent happenings cannot be also magnificent, wondrous or beautiful themselves. I lost a lot of esteem for the writer's prior musings when I read that part.]
  6. Atheism is a condom for your mind [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. The part I disagree with is the phrasing suggestive that removing religious belief is a part and precursor to mental hygiene and health -- I would place taking care of the mind first, and if that leads to the removal of religion then so be it. Someone eventually said so too.]
  7. Equality Through Intimidation? The Houston HRC Dinner Protest [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer.]
  8. Comical Surroundings [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. This is interesting but I think I would not like my furniture to be displaying always the same images and words. After so many repetitions reading, wearying.]
  9. Modular, shape-shifting robots get right back up to creep you out [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Shiny! Still a ways to go before they are as capable as the version seen in Terminator 2 though.]
  10. Australia to Remove Antigay Discrimination From 100 Laws [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. An improvement, but not enough.]
  11. Maintaining Moore's law with new memristor circuits [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Fascinating (a thing said when {in this case} interested but uneducated in a subject).]


Scienceblogs
  1. Vaccination doesn't cause autism volume what-are-we-up-to-now? [And yet we see how well the continued lack of evidence substantiating a connection is received. *sigh*]
aesmael: (Me)
Old link, but with a timeless sort of quality.

Just two:
#25 ::: Xopher ::: (view all by) ::: July 20, 2007, 03:50 PM:
"This is the internet, not real life!" (Therefore I can be nasty in ways I allegegly wouldn't in person or on the phone, because in writing on the net is somehow exempt from normal rules of courtesy and politeness. Personally I want to kill fucktards who use this one.)

#26 ::: Steve ::: (view all by) ::: July 20, 2007, 03:55 PM:
"I challenge you to show me where I said [X]."
"You're quoting me out of context."
"That's an ad hominem attack."
"I don't understand what you all are so upset about."
"You seem to be taking this rather personally."


Fucktard, now there however is a word I could do with out.
aesmael: (haircut)
Bored with that titling system. Let's leave it blank for now.

Dispatches from the Culture Wars
  1. Thoughts on Day One of the DNC [Maybe I should amalgamate all the Scienceblogs postings under a single heading. I find something vaguely distasteful about this and the last post from here. Maybe it is an air of self-congratulation.]
  2. Effete Hollywood Elitists for McCain


Google Reader Shared Items
  1. The Future of Books [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Was expecting "E-books: Yea or abomination?" Instead, Pretty.]
  2. Laser pointers banned in New South Wales after rash of attacks on pilots [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. But I want one.]
  3. Super Mario Girls [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Cute, yes. Not everything needs to be done with sex appeal in mind though. And since when are "fluffy clouds with faces and bubbly turtles and blocky landscapes" unmanly? But I like the picture.]
  4. Cat 5 wedding rings help nerds couple [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. I, uh, don't know what these actually do.]
  5. Moe Angel with Headphones [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Cute cute cute! *save*]
  6. Bioware devs debate whether Wii is part of gaming [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. It seems an odd question to me, since the Wii seems clearly a device for playing games, but the post is just a quick summary linking to an interview. No, wait. That was a preface too. Interview here. There are lots of words there at the beginning but I am not entirely sure these people are saying anything... a bit like reading some Post-Modern discourse. It seems like an interesting question though: what counts as gaming? I want to say "playing a game". This talk of narrative... that seems like something else to me. Something called 'narrative'. Describing the experience of playing a Wii as "toy-like", or making a distinction with sports such as tennis, this seems to me like an attempt to mark gaming as a particular kind of experience, a particular approach to an activity. I think what is being gotten at is a degree of seriousness and immersion. I think it probably does constitute a bundle of approaches, any subset of which can apply at a given time, and what the Bioware folks are talking about constitutes one of these subsets. Although reading to the end of the page I think I misunderstood them a bit. I am being vague because I am tired. Possibly follow up later with input from others?]
  7. Celebrate Mario Kart Wii with alternate karts, Wii wheel substitutions [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Funny.]
  8. Working NES squeezed into ... an NES cartridge [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Wow, neat! This title messes with my ideas of how it should be pronounced.]
  9. SIU responds to anti-feminist email [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Oh, wow! It feels so rare to see such a desirable response, it can get disheartening.]
  10. The Fag Bug is back! [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. That's a pretty creative and great response to vandalism. Interesting seeing the change in tone of people's responses between the first post, in which Erin Davies starts her mission, and the second post, in which it is revealed she is getting a book and film deal out of this.]


Gmail Web Clip clickings
  1. David Wain Moves From Wainy Days to Role Models [Who is this guy? Why do I care what he does? I fear curiosity clicking from gmail has gotten the better of me...]
  2. Time to "Free the Airwaves" [Google would like people to be activist on their behalf.]
  3. Top Fun Date Ideas [These are not romantic? My idea of a going-somewhere date is to do something we will enjoy, so these seem more like standard date ideas than special fun ones. Admittedly I have been on very few dates in my life, but this makes it seem like something which is supposed to be very restrained in ways which are not interesting to me. At least now I know what an Interpretive Center is.*]


Respectful Insolence
  1. "To kill and cure cancer, you must first understand it" [Orac is as ever verbose.]


Signout
  1. The luxury of time [I've not encountered this blog before. This is... fascinating. Not much to say because processing.]


Uncertain Principles
  1. It's 4am [Labs are not supposed to be flooded. Unless you work in underseaology.]


My assignment is as done as it is getting, so I sleep now. Test in five hours.

*This whole response reads like something which I would respond to in someone else with scorn, as if they are trying to show off how special and above ordinary concerns they are. Ah well.
aesmael: (sudden sailor)
I wonder very much about continuing these. If I did not, then I would say nothing of most of what I read, and give it less thought than if I attempted to find words for each. If I did not, I would read more, and quicker. I cannot quite shake the feeling that posting these is a pointless mechanical activity, a task continued because it was once set.

These links do not form an entirely honest record. There are items I have read and not noted because I did not wish to give the tacit approval of a link and did not know how to express or form criticism of the content in question.

The reason the majority of these are from shared items is, of course, that I have resolved to first become current with those before reading material of my own subscription.

About.com: Agnosticism / Atheism
  1. Bias and Vested Interest: Interpreting Facts Unreasonably [Well, yes. I strive to avoid this but on good days do not pretend I achieve it.]

Dispatches from the Culture Wars
  1. Even More Political Chutzpah [I suspect most people do not investigate such claims - I know I tend not to, and rely on information provided by those who do.]

Google Reader shared items
  1. Mysterious White Rock Fingers on Mars [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Mars may not be my favourite planet (which is? none, really, the overexposure of Mars or any other location seen as a prospect for life grates on me) but areology is fascinating!]
  2. Because I can't help but make a LIAR out of myself [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. I agree with this post. That photo is far too pretty for me to quite believe. Really, flower-filled meadows? Wild grass is brown, not green, and never contains flowers. This sort of scene is about as fantastical to me as the elves and snow I read of in stories.]
  3. Inflation Theory Takes a Little Kick in the Pants [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. The people commenting (at least at first) do not seem have understood what they read - the main claim is that a previously thought clear test for inflation has been found to produced by other sources too, and thus detection of this gravitational radiation cannot easily be taken as confirmation of the theory.]
  4. Industry execs sound IPv6 alarm - is the sky really falling? [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Mm. I tend to be wary of people saying we have plenty of time to deal with a foreseen problem. Often, it seems solving it takes longer than projected.]
  5. HP Mini-Note gets unboxed, causes extreme jealousy [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Presumably this computer is a big deal.]
  6. Let's all pack up and move to Great Britain [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Odd seeing posts from feeds I have subscribed to shared by other people, and not reading them more directly. this comment sort of seems on the nose to me:

    "Us Brits aren't precisely an areligious lot - most of us have some sort of faith, but it's so vague and noncommittal that it passes for atheism.

    You know the kind of thing - "I believe there's something comforting out there but I don't know what it is and whatever it is I'm not going to let it affect my life. It's just nice to believe sometimes."

    So, when Brits say they're afraid of "religion", what they're really afraid of is passionate religion. And seeing as Anglicanism is by definition almost never passionate, they're afraid of other religions being passionate. And in practice that means...Islam.

    When my countryfolk talk about the evils of religion, they're talking about mosques, the Quran and ramadan. But what they're thinking about is bombs.

    So you see we're not so elightened after all."
    ]

    Pam's House Blend
    1. NYT article on convention bloggers features Pam's House Blend


    theinferior4+1
    1. Border Crossings
aesmael: (sudden sailor)
Again, not so much read. Didn't I used to read more? Most of it after the point I decided I was too tired to do anything productive but not yet willing to sleep. Eventually I worked out why: it is because I am doing other things with my time, often social things. If I spend a few hours on Skype with [livejournal.com profile] soltice and [livejournal.com profile] pazi_ashfeather, of course I am not going to doing quite so much reading in the day.

Cosmic Variance
  1. Dark Matter and Fifth Forces [Unfortunately I know this stuff less well than I ever did, but still a moment of "Oh wow, that is really interesting" in reading.]
Google Reader Shared Items
  1. Biodiesel Mythbuster 2.0: Twenty-Two Biodiesel Myths  Dispelled [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Long, interesting. Not something I am really qualified to evaluate. Looks decent though.]
  2. Electric Skateboard (Double Comic) [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. skipped because I am not reading xkcd yet.]
  3. Gibson intros SG Robot Guitar, new edition of Les Paul version [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. My first thought was that this must be a guitar designed by William Gibson. I still do not know.]
  4. What is the big deal about stuff white people like? [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. When I started reading this I thought I would have some quick, possibly snarky thing to say in response, but it turned out to be a serious criticism of the blog, one that made a lot of sense to me. Oh, one thing to add. I am inclined to agree with the comments to this post that 'Stuff White People Like' is fairly conservative in outlook in cliche in line, but the way it is framed still does some good by jarring white people to take another look at their assumptions and culture. At least, it did for me the first time I encountered it.]
  5. Video: Little Big Man - today is a good day to die [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. A robot driving a robot. Sort of. But it tempts me to have thoughts about things so it must be art.]
  6. Australian government wants power to snoop work e-mail, IMs [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Oh, those insidious terrorists.]
  7. Toon: A Few Reasons Why (We Need a Transgender Rights Bill) [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Interesting. Not ever seen this site before. The rest of her work on the site seems pretty neat too.]
  8. Libraries in crisis? [via [livejournal.com profile] soltice. Refers to here. Not so great news for someone hoping to work there next year. I am not convinced the writer of the article knows what ey is talking about though.]
  9. Toon: The Joys of Tax Time! [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. If this keeps up, I may subscribe myself. Or this is good too.]
  10. Burning Car [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. First thought: bored. On further examination, fascinated by the moments which might be so captured and their preservation marking dramatically the stilled moments of time marking the shifting sources of these images.]
  11. Yuri's Planet [via [livejournal.com profile] gentle_gamer. Thought I had starred this for possible desktop use. Apparently not. Fixed now.]
ScienceDaily
  1. [livejournal.com profile] soltice[livejournal.com profile] pazi_ashfeatherLeishmaniasis Parasites Evade Death By Exploiting Immune Response To Sand Fly Bites [Sometimes I wonder what immune systems do when they are not being subverted. Sometimes.]

VOIP

2008-07-25 08:51
aesmael: (haircut)
Over the past few months I have been considering trying some sort of voice over IP option. Mainly, in hope that this would provide me greater freedom to stay in touch with people I know overseas, being able to call or be called by them more easily.

Currently I use Skype for voice contact and waver on whether there would be much benefit from using something else. Easier to actually make or receive calls, with less preparation, but I wonder if I would still be tied to the computer. I value the video contact Skype often provides, as voice input can make it nearly impossible for me to focus on anything else and video gives me something else to do with my eyes. Plus I just plain enjoy seeing my loves.

So far the two VOIP possibilities people have suggested to me are magicJack or Vonage. What I am trying to decide is whether it would be worthwhile for me to try a VOIP service. One of the biggest advantages suggested to me would be having a US number so that it might be possible to send or receive calls with people living there cheaply or free. Would people, frex, make use of this to contact me? Would I be able to make use of it for staying in touch with people or would they prefer other means? Or, anything else anyone things to mention or suggest, question mark.

It would take a while to set up if I do decide to, the first step being fixing things with my bank so that I would have a card actually usable for making payments online. Currently I cannot do that, which has admittedly made saving easier. Plenty of time to consider during the business of life.
aesmael: (friendly)
I had heard about Doctor Horrible's Sing-Along Blog a couple of days ago but only took a look at it this afternoon at [livejournal.com profile] mantic_angel's suggestion.

It is pretty neat, and I am calling this to people's attention because if I had not watched it today I would have missed out. It goes offline at midnight, July 20th. Presumably US midnight although which one I do not know.

Anyway, there are less than 24 hours available for people to watch this unless they want to wait for a DVD or other means.

Factors which might influence people: it is a musical, it is done by Joss Whedon, it is rather quite well written.
aesmael: (friendly)
This is my current favourite Wikipedia page.
aesmael: (friendly)
This morning I got some messages from someone unknown by the name 'SadisticSalmon'.

This afternoon I looked them up; it appears to be a known (recent) bot taking advantage of the information listed in profiles to contact people and attempt to harvest their information.

Links here and here.
aesmael: (tricicat)
I added to the front page of this journal a link to the feed articles I have marked for sharing in Google Reader.

[livejournal.com profile] soltice showed me this gorgeous (and large) illustration of the universe in logarithmic scale, though I thought Venus approached nearer than Mars. So far have not been able to find a reference for mean separation, perhaps will have to open an actual book.

[livejournal.com profile] mantic_angel showed me a delight of public art. I'd never seen something by Improv Everywhere before, even though such things have been indirectly inspirational to me already, but it is marvellous and caused me to smile. I sent the former link to my sister a few minutes ago and it was not working at the time, perhaps it will be up again later.

Incidentally, I tend to read the website as "improve everywhere".

Otherwise today had lovely pattering light rain and darkness which I've not felt in so many years... It contained some very wonderful things including but not limited to conversation.

Still annoyed at my seeming lack of time for thought and learning. This is an artefact of poor prioritisation and time management, being worked on.

Recently received a mass invite to Facebook from a high school friend I've not contacted for years. Already had an account, decided to add them.

When classes start up in next week the intention is to present mostly female. Advice is solicited, especially on questions or other reactions which may need dealing with. I do not actually expect people to notice but if someone did and started asking things, I'd be stumped.
aesmael: (Me)
Now that someone I have exchanged emails with actually uses Google Reader, it has been fun using the shared items to show each other items. I suppose the next step would be to allow people to attach notes with items shared and possibly allow replies so a conversation can be had in context.
aesmael: (haircut)
It seems some political parties will be getting a bit of what they wanted after all. Yesterday, new Telecommunications Minister Stephen Conroy announced that the government will indeed be introducing mandatory internet filtering. This is something that has been rumbling around for years now on both sides of Australian politics and which I was hoping would never go forward.

"Senator Conroy says it will be mandatory for all internet service providers to provide clean feeds, or ISP filtering, to houses and schools that are free of pornography and inappropriate material."

The mention of schools seems manipulative to me, to make people think of poor defenceless children and to panic. Unless the connections of businesses and other locations will be exempt from filtering? Also worrisome is the mention of blocking this undefined "inappropriate material", which is what?

His response to objections is rather inflammatory:
"If people equate freedom of speech with watching child pornography, then the Rudd-Labor Government is going to disagree."
I am fairly confident that making or owning child pornography is in fact already illegal. Is Mr Conroy aware of this? I do not think he should be Telecommunications Minister if he is not aware that Australian law enforcement already takes steps to track and shut down this kind of material, which involves harming people considered incapable of consent.

Pornographic material, in case Mr Conroy does not realise this, is actually legal in Australia, Unless it involves BDSM.
Part of what I wrote last time this came up )

I should perhaps add, though I think it obvious (except what people think obvious is often shown not to be) that I do not non-consensual material should be allowed. However, we are talking about a blanket ban on "pornography and inappropriate material" passing through Australian ISPs, -

It is at this point I realise I may be guilty of inadvertent sensationalism myself. People will be given the option of opting out of this 'service'.

-not anything to do with the enforcement of bans on currently illegal material. I would hazard a guess that it is already illegal to make available to minors pornographic or highly violent material, informed by such evidence as the fact my sister's copy of Fight Club is rated R18+ and not allowed for sale to anyone under the age of 18. Yep, an official part of our existing rating system (which incidentally requires any video game that would be rated 'R' be 'Refused Classification' instead). I would further hazard that laws covering the making available of such material to minors extends to the internet, or could easily be made to do so.

Further, there is already existing software for the purpose of filtering such content from computers. Parents can set it up for themselves if they make the decision that they do not wish their children exposed to such material or hire someone to set it up for them or the government could subsidise the cost/provide software and installation for those who wish it.

What I try to ask myself when questions such as this arise is, is there sufficient justification for removing this freedom from people? I do not think there is.
  • There already exist tools for this purpose which do not involve restricting the access of anyone who does not ask for it (and those who are their dependants, I suppose)
  • People who know computers better than I do tell me it would not even work
  • So far as I am aware there already exist laws intended to prevent minors from accessing the content which would be blocked
  • I do not want the government to have a list of banned internet content which, even though it probably will not directly affect me, might be expanded to do so
  • Any talk of child pornography or similar in relation to this is a diversion intended to produce a hysterical reaction and demonise opponents. Such material is already illegal.
aesmael: (tricicat)
I am very pleased with the Keramik theme for KDE. Should have changed it sooner.

Although I removed the communities filter from my Morning Coffee reading list I still find myself not having the time to do things that need doing. It seems like most of my time currently is being taken up with talking to people and reading personal journals. The people I talk to are wonderful and I would happily converse with them until one or both of us dropped from exhaustion; unfortunately I am not good at multitasking. ~4 conversations and reading is about as much as I can handle without neglecting someone and with even one person it becomes much more difficult to do anything else.

Right now I want to make a terrible analogy and say it is like I am a quantum entity. If someone observes me by having a conversation with me I am collapsed into a particular form. Each person observes something different but none of them are what I am when no one is around (I wonder what I am when I am not around?), which is not necessarily bad. Possibly I sometimes need focusing and definitely people help with many things.

I think it is not the fault of other people that I have difficulty doing anything else when they are available. I think it is possible for me to have both conversation and productive activity and I think I need to learn how. It is also possible that attempting to understand people and formulate responses to them takes up so much of my brainpower there is not capacity for anything else of significance. Or it could be as simple as nothing else being sufficiently compelling recently. I should perhaps withdraw and take time to contemplate this.

Memo to self: resume efforts at efficient communication and composition.

Things I intended to get back to:
  1. The article I read at Encarta whilst undertaking my examination concerned the subject of men in professions dominated by women and do they face glass ceilings? I never did go back to it for further study. I'm not sure what they gained by specifically interviewing men who were successful in those careers. I do think I remember a teacher in one of my classes saying something which made me think there were more men in upper-level positions in the library industry (relative to their proportion within the industry as a whole)
  2. Probably in relation to this post, I meant to return to the matter of the donut and say that, since I could well decide in the future that it is not moral to eat meat I should refrain from purchasing any for myself. Unfortunately I have since broken this resolution on one occasion, but I have not abandoned it. Though it does make me look at shop food with longing (fortunately I am more tempted by baked foods)
  3. The other things can wait, probably meriting a full post

I maintain that I wish to be a writer. Insofar as I write stories I suppose I could claim that title, except I would not feel right about it unless someone had paid me to publish a thing I had written. Once I reach that point, then I can find some other reason to not feel comfortable claiming that title [insert canned laughter here]. This paragraph is aiming at the point that, if I become a successful writer there is a good chance of people subscribing to this journal who are fans and not friends. There are some things I want to be open with and others I wish to keep private and I am not yet settled on what things fall into which category. Recently I have been erring on the side of keeping too many things locked down and would like to change that. A shift in policy had crept up on me until nearly nothing was left public.

My mouse problems seem confined to Vista. It does not work unless I adjust the plug and was not responding immediately before I switched to Kubuntu. It is working fine now without adjustment.
aesmael: (Electric Waves)
    I have just recently received another unsolicited message on AIM, identical to one I received last night, each from different IDs:

(9:52:21 PM) chinkVTEChitman: your friends only posts have been stolen: <http://>aesmael.on.nimp.org/?u=bantown

    I have not clicked on that link, nor do I advise anyone else to. From poking around after the first message, it seems .on.nimp.org is one of those shock sites and bantown is the name of a group of trolls who caused some problems for LiveJournal early 2006.
    [livejournal.com profile] lost_angelwings found this source of information, which also links to the two pages I consulted last time.

    I did consider reversing the contact details listed on my profile until I remembered they are all public accounts created for that purpose. If it keeps happening, maybe then.
aesmael: (Electric Waves)
    I just tonight decided to make more use of my MySpace account because it is there, right, and I may as well get something out of it. My first attempt was cross-posting the entry I just wrote and I quickly discovered what prompted me to give up in disgust last time: there is no category for talking about science, nor technology, or have I found a way to create one yet like I could at my old MSN Space.
    Science is part of our culture, an important part. That people would not realise this to the point of not even thinking to include it as an option for discussion, or to make the assessment that so few others would ever use that category it is not worth creating... it is almost enough to kill the excitement I feel at discovery.
aesmael: (haircut)
    Still making my way through the Gutenberg text of The Woodlanders, slowly because the internet is a machine built of distractions and shinies. This morning I came across the following lines:
He could have declared with a contemporary poet--
"If I forget,
The salt creek may forget the ocean;
If I forget
The heart whence flows my heart's bright motion,
May I sink meanlier than the worst
Abandoned, outcast, crushed, accurst,
If I forget.

"Though you forget,
No word of mine shall mar your pleasure;
Though you forget,
You filled my barren life with treasure,
You may withdraw the gift you gave;
You still are queen, I still am slave,
Though you forget."

    Knowing he later became a poet I wondered if this were something he composed himself or if it were truly from elsewhere. I picked out a phrase which I expected to be relatively uncommon, "[t]he salt creek may forget the ocean[,]" and asked Google to find it for me, since whether it were Hardy's or someone else's it would be out of copyright by now. What turned up was this page of a book, where in footnote it is declared to be the work of one Edmund Gosse.
    As it turns out, the phrase is also used in a song 'Forever' by Sunchase, although since the page itself produces an error I had to check Google's cache to find out the other words. Also there was some confusion until babelfish informed me that paroles is a French word meaning 'words' and not the name of the band, which would explain why I could not find their songs elsewhere.

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