Can't predict my availability or how long it will go.
Have been struggling a bit with conflict between sociability and anti-sociability. I miss having time with
soltice and
pazi_ashfeather, but also am feeling a bit dull and burned out about interacting with people, don't really know what I would do if I had that time. Nor am I being especially lively with the people I am in contact with. So I am thinking, despite feeling somewhat out of touch, I'm also needing a bit of space.
Am thinking maybe what I'm after is the option of interacting with people. I like being available if people want me and I like being able to reach out to people if I want to. Makes for less pressure, I think, to be interacting at every opportunity and gives more space for solitude when wanted or needed. Still am learning how to do this, especially how to give myself time.
The short version would be I miss them but don't have any particular desires beyond enjoyment of company.
Have been struggling a bit with conflict between sociability and anti-sociability. I miss having time with
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Am thinking maybe what I'm after is the option of interacting with people. I like being available if people want me and I like being able to reach out to people if I want to. Makes for less pressure, I think, to be interacting at every opportunity and gives more space for solitude when wanted or needed. Still am learning how to do this, especially how to give myself time.
The short version would be I miss them but don't have any particular desires beyond enjoyment of company.
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