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So, no writing yesterday. Only 76 words the day before. Not going so well this month. I wonder if I maybe should consider bringing these entries more private and talking more about the actual content of the stories.
Still trying to reach back into Discourteous Joe's past to enact retroactive changes. My Sekrit Projekt bobs and swirls on eddies of enthusiasm. I often worry I will not have the energy to keep it up over the long haul, but I suppose the best I can do is to make sure I feel ready and try my best. If it falls apart then it falls apart.
With little being done of late it is difficult to find things to say, probably unwise to reach for them too.
I am not sure when this frequently referred to Sekrit Projekt will actually officially be revealed. It depends on when and if I find the momentum rolling sufficiently. Currently I am 3 days behind. If I make the effort tonight or tomorrow I may catch up. I may even get ahead. Surprising. I thought I was closer to a month behind.
Lack of writing is very frustrating to me. At this moment it is, because I am right now swept up in the excitement of it and it seems there is no amount of words that would be sufficient to sate me, yet this morning I was worried that none of my stories were interesting enough for me to care to write them. Hopefully this feeling can be kept and held onto long enough to be useful.
And not scattered too thin. I may seem spread storily thin now, but when in March I took up my pen again I was trying to work on nine at once. At the moment I do not think it a good idea to try to be productive on so many stories at once, it seems too thinning of focus for me to write each well, yet I also am easily diverted in interested and seem to need a handful of stories to work or else when I lose heart in one there will be nothing handy to catch my interest and I may fade from writing altogether for a month or more.
What it is tempting to call a delicate balancing act. I did still fade even when working on so many, however, so I do not think it is so simple as ensuring there is always something different to work on. Something still being worked on.
Still trying to reach back into Discourteous Joe's past to enact retroactive changes. My Sekrit Projekt bobs and swirls on eddies of enthusiasm. I often worry I will not have the energy to keep it up over the long haul, but I suppose the best I can do is to make sure I feel ready and try my best. If it falls apart then it falls apart.
With little being done of late it is difficult to find things to say, probably unwise to reach for them too.
I am not sure when this frequently referred to Sekrit Projekt will actually officially be revealed. It depends on when and if I find the momentum rolling sufficiently. Currently I am 3 days behind. If I make the effort tonight or tomorrow I may catch up. I may even get ahead. Surprising. I thought I was closer to a month behind.
Lack of writing is very frustrating to me. At this moment it is, because I am right now swept up in the excitement of it and it seems there is no amount of words that would be sufficient to sate me, yet this morning I was worried that none of my stories were interesting enough for me to care to write them. Hopefully this feeling can be kept and held onto long enough to be useful.
And not scattered too thin. I may seem spread storily thin now, but when in March I took up my pen again I was trying to work on nine at once. At the moment I do not think it a good idea to try to be productive on so many stories at once, it seems too thinning of focus for me to write each well, yet I also am easily diverted in interested and seem to need a handful of stories to work or else when I lose heart in one there will be nothing handy to catch my interest and I may fade from writing altogether for a month or more.
What it is tempting to call a delicate balancing act. I did still fade even when working on so many, however, so I do not think it is so simple as ensuring there is always something different to work on. Something still being worked on.
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Date: 2007-12-10 23:27 (UTC)From: