It feels as though there has been a long interruption, but it has been only a few days. It feels as though I have been absent, have wasted weeks, but it was not so long as that. It feels as though I have been losing myself, but I am still here. I think I am.
Well, I have been working. No time for anything else lately, not posting or keeping up with people's journals nor writing nor (most importantly) studying and working on my assignment. But today I am home. Trackwork today and a lack of public transport in the evening makes for a good reason to stay. And on Monday I believe I will quit - I had wanted to stay at least another week so I would know if I could actually do the job but really, it is cutting far too much into what is important. At least today is a lovely day, and hopefully I will actually get something done.
Well, I have been working. No time for anything else lately, not posting or keeping up with people's journals nor writing nor (most importantly) studying and working on my assignment. But today I am home. Trackwork today and a lack of public transport in the evening makes for a good reason to stay. And on Monday I believe I will quit - I had wanted to stay at least another week so I would know if I could actually do the job but really, it is cutting far too much into what is important. At least today is a lovely day, and hopefully I will actually get something done.