Originally published at a denizen's entertainment. You can comment here or there.
It turns out, when I am writing fiction longhand it is allowed for me to make edits. It is allowed to rewrite scenes and sections, to make notes and to change direction if the previous one is unworkable or judged inferior to the new.
Handwritten stories are allowed to be messy and do not have to be perfect, continuous narratives. Not even when they are first drafts.