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Am feeling surprisingly good this morning - and I say this morning despite the likelihood there will not be time to finish and that posting these words must wait until afternoon at earliers), though I'd normally quite be feeling anxious and stressed. As with last night, yesterday afternoon. Which I might attribute to getting to be a good girl last night and making proper preparations, a bit of an early retirement to bed although I did keep waking dozy with odd thoughts. At least none were of terror.
I'd be stressed because we near the end of my time in this course, and in a few weeks unless I make some large mistake I will be graduated and qualified for seeking of work. I quite fear making that large mistake, and grow frantic. The previous two days of my placement - Thursday and Friday last week - I missed to a sudden sickness. Already had been planning to make up some time missed due to family necessities on those very days, I do feel it imperative to make some offer of making those hours up.
Well, the people I have been placed to work with seem quite nice, and more willing to let me have time off than I am, so I doubt they'd demand but do hope they might allow. It could get awkward. Assignments to do in the next week, some details of which had been for securing on those days I was ill, and others which are indeed my responsibility let slip. There's that over this week, and another faltering of mine needing juggling in a medical way.
I have been trying, or rather meaning to try, to change endocrinologists. Have gotten a good recommendation from someone local, to a doctor not a whit nearer to me but reputedly vastly superior in patientside manner, openness and rescriptions. Finally managed to secure the appropriate details to secure referral, but let it slip so long and far I've only a week left of final scrips from last visit to anyone. So along with all that placement and school stuff I have ideally a relatively remote doctor's visit or at least a blood test to secure in this next week also.
With all that piled up, I am feeling surprisingly good this morning. Have not after all written such a journal entry in a long while.
I'd be stressed because we near the end of my time in this course, and in a few weeks unless I make some large mistake I will be graduated and qualified for seeking of work. I quite fear making that large mistake, and grow frantic. The previous two days of my placement - Thursday and Friday last week - I missed to a sudden sickness. Already had been planning to make up some time missed due to family necessities on those very days, I do feel it imperative to make some offer of making those hours up.
Well, the people I have been placed to work with seem quite nice, and more willing to let me have time off than I am, so I doubt they'd demand but do hope they might allow. It could get awkward. Assignments to do in the next week, some details of which had been for securing on those days I was ill, and others which are indeed my responsibility let slip. There's that over this week, and another faltering of mine needing juggling in a medical way.
I have been trying, or rather meaning to try, to change endocrinologists. Have gotten a good recommendation from someone local, to a doctor not a whit nearer to me but reputedly vastly superior in patientside manner, openness and rescriptions. Finally managed to secure the appropriate details to secure referral, but let it slip so long and far I've only a week left of final scrips from last visit to anyone. So along with all that placement and school stuff I have ideally a relatively remote doctor's visit or at least a blood test to secure in this next week also.
With all that piled up, I am feeling surprisingly good this morning. Have not after all written such a journal entry in a long while.
