Feeling so very much better today, I feel like laughing and jumping for joy. It is a very great relief to not be afraid to turn corners or open doors, to be not uneasy at open doors in a room and not feel a need to look continually fearfully over my shoulder.
I think my fever has lifted. My joints feel not aching today and the only overheating I experience is the local temperature in mid to high thirties. Finally have recovered sleep, eleven hours last night after getting only ten total the previous three days (and six of those from falling asleep exhausted during the day).
Yesterday I talked with my sister about my hypothesis, that fever and sickness have been largely responsible for the waking and sleeping nightmare that has been the previous five days of my life. She suggested I might have caught what she was sick with the previous week, when she was woken by nightmares several nights by nightmares and screaming at least once, plus what sounded like a painful proprioception error of her own (she was staying somewhere else at the time this happened). This seems plausible.
Am rewarding myself for feeling better with cleaning, form-filling, writing, and watching movies (The Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets).
Forgot to add in earlier post that when we went to see Wall-E the shopping centre had Christmas Decorations up and that was wonderful. Would have taken photos if I'd brought my camera.
I think my fever has lifted. My joints feel not aching today and the only overheating I experience is the local temperature in mid to high thirties. Finally have recovered sleep, eleven hours last night after getting only ten total the previous three days (and six of those from falling asleep exhausted during the day).
Yesterday I talked with my sister about my hypothesis, that fever and sickness have been largely responsible for the waking and sleeping nightmare that has been the previous five days of my life. She suggested I might have caught what she was sick with the previous week, when she was woken by nightmares several nights by nightmares and screaming at least once, plus what sounded like a painful proprioception error of her own (she was staying somewhere else at the time this happened). This seems plausible.
Am rewarding myself for feeling better with cleaning, form-filling, writing, and watching movies (The Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets).
Forgot to add in earlier post that when we went to see Wall-E the shopping centre had Christmas Decorations up and that was wonderful. Would have taken photos if I'd brought my camera.